hmmm...

Well...my dreams lately have been very lackluster...

There were a few nights when I was sick and so I woke up every so often and could not remember my dreams...

And for the past week after that I've been sleeping in a new house and I wonder if that is why I haven't really dreampt anything that I can remember...

Sort of uneventful if you are trying to record your dreams...

it's the end of the world as we know it...

So I've waited all day to blog about this dream so I don't remember as well as I would like...

First thing we were all living on like a beach or something next to a big cliff...and all I remember is that my bed was right next to the cliff and something really important was happening or going to happen so there was a lot of 'construction' going on and I get up off my bed only to have a big huge rock fall down right where I had been sitting. I remember that Bishop Anderson was the one who rolled it off the cliff.

The next thing I knew were were all living in the church and for some reason it was flooding or it was going to flood really badly and we were all sort of scrambling around trying to get things taken care of (even though I don't remember ever seeing any water) and then it was all sort of taken care of I think and then we went into the chapel and the middle of the room there was a huge drain and there was about a foot of standing water in the room...but it was slowly going down the drain and the bishop was sitting on one of the pews talking about what a close call we had.

Then I remember thinking since it had 'stopped raining' I needed to get my suitcases loaded up into a truck. So Kyle Schmid said he would help me and for some reason or another in my dream I just knew he was engaged and I was SO MAD that no one had told me and so mad that it wasn't me. Then it donned on me that I was engaged and in love with Daron so I didn't care about Kyle anymore...

And then I woke up...

Hello cuz...

So last night I dreamt that I had this really close friend, but he was in a Mexican gang. There was a big group of us hanging out at this house...and then I realized that him and his gang were taking us all hostage. I remember looking around and seeing little kids and then I would look at my friend and we wouldn't say anything but I would just give him this 'I'm disappointed' look and he would look at me with this 'I don't have a choice' look...

The next thing I know I am in a car with my cousin Kyle and his new wife Katie and then we are at their apartment. (I've never been to their house in real life so this was just their dream apartment) They are looking around for some college books and I remember thinking that we were in a hurry for something but I wasn't sure what...

And then I woke up...

The very first...

So I was sitting here working on the favors for the wedding and I was thinking about my dream that I had last night and the thought came to me that I should start a dream blog.

I dream almost every single night. Well...I guess they say everyone dreams...but the cool this is I always remember mine... and I have always thought I should write them down or something but I never have...until now!

The very first dream I ever remember having was when I was really little. I was standing in a big auditorium type place with a big staircase behind me and across the auditorium was a big stage...and on that stage were a bunch of dinosaurs. They were nestled somewhere inbetween cute cartoon dinosaurs and big scary mean ones. When I turned around I looked up the staircase and at the very top were all of the characters from Return to Oz; Dorothy, Tick Tock, Belina, Jack and the Gump. I remember thinking I needed to go tell them about the dinosaurs and so I was running up the stairs...but I could never get to the top...and then I woke up.

Flash forward to last night. I am in college and it's the end of the semester and people are cleaning out their dorms and checking out with the R.A. (I often have dreams that I am back in college, but it's always back at WIU and not BYU-I) I got to check out and my R.A. points out that all of my furniture and bookshelves are still in there and if I didn't get them out in just a few hours I would be charged a huge fine. For some reason I am with Stacies family and I am desperatly seeking their help to get this furniture out. They seem sort of put out by it...but know that I have to get it out of my dorm or I will be charged this fine. The problem was it was going to be almsot impossible to get in out the door and down the hall and down the elevator and then I knew that even if I could figure out how to get the stuff out out, I would never be able to get it in my car! So I debated calling a moving truck company but it was late at night and no one could come. I also remember thinking that I was just going to throw them away anyway so I could just throw them out the window and clean up that mess later. After much frustration in trying to figure out what to do...I realized that I was only dreaming and it didn't matter(something else that happens often in my dreams...I realize I'm only dreaming)....so I decided to go to the bathroom (still dreaming) and I remember thinking how gross the bathrooms were and I was thankful to not have to be using them much longer...

And then I woke up...